Humourbee

  Numb In A Limbo Heart beating Too loud So many hopes Offspring of wishes Outcomes imagined Before conceiving, aborted Seeing a future The non existent fairytale Suspense to read the words That fate had never written Then why do I see The unexpected seen Close my eyes Kill the imaginary hope Take the wish out Wake up Face the reality Want to sleep Find the best caffeine Torture myself Rebel with my soul My drug to stay awake Walk on this planet Keep my eyes down Sky overhead Bright or cloudy Shame is heavier over me Under the broad leaves Prickly heat in my heart Shade so cool, its unreal Suffocating, run away

                        Criminal Choice Of course it is my angel I am so sure Or my perfect dream's imprint I drink its dazzling pure and promising eyes in Would it ever accept me? My prayers beg it does I dream and imagine it has What it would feel like To have it hold me tightly To feel the pure affection pouring out of it for me Would i melt to demise When i feel it caressing me Unhesitatingly lovingly openly My urge to hold it is paramount With slow divine steps, it closes the space between us My heart pl